im sorry

God, give me strength to face these problems.
* im sorry bro for taking all the attentions from you :'( *

S T R E S S week

seriously this week is my STRESS week. NO ! not this week. this SEMESTER !  short semester is driving me crazy mann ! like almost all of the assignments need to be submitted on the same date. SHIT ! everyday rushing on doing long reports and presentation. GIVE ME A BREAK ! can you? i'm tired you know. not only that. presentation day give me a fucking nerve racking day ! i can't present the whole thing in front of everybody. that's insane ! i can't even speaks in front of the crowd. i dunno if i can even remember what i was suppose to say. huh ! thank GOD management presentation was done. 2 more to go Joe. just smile :) final exam is not long from now. need to study from now on * yah rite ! i hope i will study* 2 more weeks to go, then, I can have 1 MONTH of HOLIDAYs ! OMG ! i just can't wait for holidays :)

SERIOUSLY !!

D A M N !! I'm so tan !! haha. i know that i'm tan already but this is like way tanner than I'm used to be. like fucking seriously mann !! Like you cannot even see me if you switch off the light. wakaka. no la. i'm just kidding. but seriously !! this is the tannest look I ever had BY FAR ! all just because of the P I C N I C that I had with my CFP friends in Tanjung Aru Beach last Saturday. It was really fun but the weather is so damn HOT like I can't even stand it ! nahh. this is the prove. my chocolatety face :) haha.

oya ! i didn't have the chance to write about last Saturday- THE PICNIC. what i basically do. wake up early in the morning at 6a.m to do the sandwiches for the picnic and took some photos to put in into the report that we are suppose to do. take my shower and then went off to Tanjung Aru. THAT's it !! haha. I had fun in that picnic but seriously I can't stand the weather. it's really HOT. oya !! that day was even my BIRTHDAY though :) haha. I had so many  wishes from my friends. Thanks u guys :) I appreciate it. actually this is the first time I celebrate my birthday in KK. weyyy! haha. i didn't celebrate it actually but I just go to the Upperstar to eat lunch and go for a drink in Island Bar :) that's it. Boring rite. well ! that's my life actually in kk. haha. 

my friend Ling Jin and my stepsisters- Genevie and Ian. haha :) 

coursemate :)

At Tanjung Aru Beach. 

Self-cam - again.

food that we all brought. yummy !

new hair :)

wee :) I just dye my hair to brown. 

actually that day my bro already dye it for me but he made me looked like pilak niey. 

dye pun setengah-setengah. then, I decided to let the PRO to do my hair :) hehe.

 i went to the salon and tadaa ! I dye my hair to brown colour. 

it's not obvious actually except under the light or the sun :)

hurmm. actually I want to cut my hair short,

but then if I cut it short,

it will just make me look fatter and fatter :/

so, I decided not to.

maybe when I become skinny then i'll cut it short.*kunuk*  haha.

     

syok sendiri~

          

COLLEGE life

yaww !! my college life is damn boring man !! I do have friends, but not that much ! you know what?? i have more friends that are boys than girls. huh ! what a shame ! but nevermine. i never had friends that are boys for a few years ago so maybe now's the time to get to know them. don't get me wrong ok. I'm so jealous of my classmates, Ian and Caleb. both of them live in the hostel too. do u know why i'm jealous of them?? because they have awesome roomates as well as housemates. damn ! how i just hope i can be a guy ! they cook, eat,, study,decorate and play together u know. they even welcome others to come to their place so that's how i meet all of them. i always go to their room to chitchat rather to be in my room ALONE. wanna know bout mine? 24/7 facing their lappy. nice rite ! arghh ! actually my roomates are good but it's just not fun not to talk to each other and being silent for a whole day. it's just not FUN at all ! 

In INTI,, i found a new friend. thank god i met her :) she's kindda funny and beautiful too. not to mention, she's chinese :) her name is GENEVIE.  kindda bit crazy too. she's not the type who i think she is. i thought that a beautiful chinese girl would be so chezzy, ' ai mei ' and choosy. but she is not. she's the opposite. haha. nice rite ! when i'm with her i can be the ori of me. haha. i can laugh as loud as i can. haha. they even surprise when they heard me laugh that loud. but what can i do. haha. she has a small body,, but when it comes to food.,, wahhh ! she can eat more that i can do. haha. in my every free time, we will go to Ian and Caleb's room to hangout. haha. last nite was Ian's b-day. we plan to buy KFC to celebrate his b-day. we want it to be a surprise but somehow it just blow. haha. The boys are really gila2 ouw. i cannot stop laughing when i'm with them. hahaha. then, we did our assignment together in Ian's room. it's good to have friends when doing assignment so that i can loosen up a lil bit :) so far, this is how's going in my college life. maybe we'll move to another chapter next time :)

it's been awhile

wow ! lama sdah tdk update blog niey :) i miss a lot of things to write in my blog. i miss new year, i miss January and of course i miss February. huh ! but this time i will definitely not miss MARCH ! hurmm. a lot of things happen lately. I just went to college on Jan. kindda miss my high school life already ! know why? college is thougher than i thought. but but but ! i have NEW FRIENDs though ! not that i forgot all of my besties but it's good to have some new friends rite? btw, i miss my buddies ! -G6TeeN- where are all of you guys??

starting to forget you.

then~

one message came.

it's from you.

saying : '  hi. sory ganggu. suda tidur ka? imy. '

my heart says : ' what the fuck ?!  apalagi yang kw maw niey?  tgh mlm bha texting ak. haish! lupa sdah ak pasal kw, tp skrg kw muncul blk plak.  sial la ! '

p/s : actually  i miss you too bha ! haha. mati la jgak. but it's the true bebeh ! nasib jak la ak teda kdit maw balas mesej mu. ngee :))

boring punya pasal

                             syok sendiri sudah di rumah :))

mintak puji japp :)