starting to forget you.

then~

one message came.

it's from you.

saying : '  hi. sory ganggu. suda tidur ka? imy. '

my heart says : ' what the fuck ?!  apalagi yang kw maw niey?  tgh mlm bha texting ak. haish! lupa sdah ak pasal kw, tp skrg kw muncul blk plak.  sial la ! '

p/s : actually  i miss you too bha ! haha. mati la jgak. but it's the true bebeh ! nasib jak la ak teda kdit maw balas mesej mu. ngee :))

boring punya pasal

                             syok sendiri sudah di rumah :))

mintak puji japp :)

baking :)

      disebabkan boring, teda papa yang mw dibuat,
              niey hari aku buat cupcake.
I named it 'chocolate cupcake with choco cream
                cheese frosting'    
                     yummy !
     memang sedap tapi aku dak sanggup maw makan
           byk2 sebab terlampu berlemak.
          aku mkn satu jak pun muak sdah.
    oke ! whatever ! malas sdah mw menaip niey.
               tguk jak la tue pic.
                       oya ! 

      yang pics niey teda choco cream cheese
             tue sbb hp low batt sdah.
           tdk sempat mw gambar. ngee :))

b.o.r.e.d !

                
              aduiina ! boring gila time cuti niey. 
                             tdk tw maw buat apa. 
hari2 kasi bersih rumah, tp mcm tdk bersih2 jgak.
                      cepat la tue interview weii !
                    tdk sabar sdah mw kerja niey. 
                         tdk tahan d rmh terus ! 

d e c e m b e r

 Oyeah ! It's December ! christmas mode is ON. tdk sabar mw buat cookies and beli baju xmas niey :) tp sayang, niey tahun daddy d M'sia smpai tanggal 26 jak :(

byebye HIGH SCHOOL ; hello NEW WORLD :)

yaww !! I just finished my last paper BIOLOGY. and it sucks ! are you fucking kidding me? paper 2 was so hard (sbb teda belajar).  teda satu yg aku baca ada keluar. i even wrote crap on my essay. what the heck ! but this is like a regular case for me. hee :) paper 1 was hard, paper 2 was hard, paper 3 was hard, macam mna maw lulus klau begini. hmm. I didn't done very well in SPM. dunno whether i can score many A. adudui. what ever it is, the PAST is the PAST ya ! all i know that now im a FREE girl. SPM IS OVER ! yahoo ! to all my friends yg masi ada paper, all i can say is GOOD LUCK !  haha. anyway, thanks to all the pengawas yg menjaga  d skolah kami. i appreciate it. banyak nama yang kami cipta. ada obama la, hei ren ya gao (Darlie)la, c tinggi la, c Simistri la. haha. pelik2 semua nama dorang. muahaha. tp yang paling lucu tue c Simistri. punya la menyebut chemistry jd Simistri. haha. sejak hari tue ak panggil dia c Simistri. muahaha. 

so, from now on don't have to go to school anymore which is GREAT but i'll miss my high school friends.  hehe :) I'll miss H I G H   S C H O O L. I'll miss anything about it especially the moment that i create with my BESTIES ; G6TeeN. haha. now NO more ribbon and NO long socks. so long suckka ! haha. I'll miss the teachers although they might had been so annoying. but heyy, they're da BEST ! love u teacher ! apalagi yg aku akan miss ya?? oya ! i'll miss my class, assembly (padahal ini la paling dibenci klau time d skolah), kokum, pondok PIBG (place where im waiting for my mom to fetch me), the canteen(walaupun makanannya KURANG sedap) sbb di situ moment yg paling GILAK klau time membeli and suara Cikgu Baljeet ( kurang ajar punya budak ! Sakke !) hahaha. what a BLAST moments i had in SM CONVENT ST.URSULA. i gonna miss it :(

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all muslim out there especially to my families and friends! teda kerja bha niey, so post ini la :)

seriously ! SPM xlama lagi. maybe candidates yg lain sibuk sdah time niey mw study. but me?? naa ahh !! i'm just sitting on the couch doing nothing ! tadi semangat bha mw baca buku sejarah. buat nota sdah niey, tp balik2 menguap ! so aku pun buat la latihan supaya xmengantuk. time buat latihan niey,, satu soalan pun aku xdpt jawab. punya la ! tguk tue buku pun mcm malas sdah. haha. apalagi, aku buat la hobby ku. SLEEP ! haha. jam 5.30p.m baru bangun. LOL. bangun jak trus p tguk c Joshua main plant zombie *betul ka nama game tue?? what ever la namanya!* haishh ! teda kesedaran langsung ! tguk !! sempt lagi aku update blog. adushh ! 

ermm. now I feel like want to eat pizza. yummy ! aku mw makan pizza yang baru tue bha ! yang pelbagai jenis cheese dia guna tue ! tdak ku tw namanya ! haish ! oya !! bsuk kan hari raya haji. emm. bsuk ajak mummy ngan uncle p makan pizza la. pizza is delicious when we share and eat together ! lagi gampak kalau banyak org kan !! haha. makin gundut la aku niey ! 

d i s a p p o i n t e d

very very disappointed with :

:my besties:

- does not want to talk to each other

- let ego's senses

- do not want to forgive each other

- not only they hurt themselves but also the people around them

:myself: 

- can't settle the conflict

- not being honest ( did not spoke out my mind )

thought that we'll be facing SPM together. but i guess we are not if you guys still be like this.  it's really hard to see my best friends like this. such a tense ! hope that we'll be fine soon. so that we can create memories that we never forget for the last time. SPM is just around the corner. I just want all of us to face and feel the tense TOGETHER. 

 

 

Just had my F I R S T driving lesson

First FREE driving lesson. c Joshua yg ajar. makian pun dpt FREE jgak. hebat kan?? driving time teda kereta pun seram apa lg time ada kereta. memang jd a DISASTER. time belajar bawa kereta niey, balik2 kena teriak. namanya jgak kan 'budak baru belajar', mesti la bha ada masalah maw drive kereta for the first time. ishh ! time bawa kereta, words niey jak yg aku dengar. 

" bodoh ! "

" bodoh bha ! "

" break bodoh ! "

" masuk gear dulu bha bodoh ! "

bacat bha dia mengajar aku. hahaha. klau ingat balik lucu jgak. time driving tue kan,aku d suruh tekan clutch bru break bha tue, gara2 gelabah, xtw apa yg aku pijak smpai kereta tue terbreak then enjinnya mati dengan tiba2. hahahaha. aku ketawa la d ctu. nahh. dengan muka panasnya, "jangan kw ketawa2 d ctu bodoh ! cepat kw drive ". time dlm kereta tue aku rasa macam  1000 penyesalan bha minta ajar sma dia. hahahaha. cepat HOT gila tue anak. time drive pulang rumah tue hampir lagi aku langgar satu kereta yg parking d tepi jalan. hahaha. as usual, kena la jgak makian percuma time tue. hahaha. then, sampai rumah, kena TIAO lagi oleh mumy sbb p belajar driving- mumy xmw aku driving sbb nnti duitnya terbang untuk repair kereta org. hahaha.

yaww !! lama sudah tdk update blog. bukan sebab sibuk study but internet connection had been cut down sbb blum bayar :)  niey aku mw cerita pasal kemarin. kemarin mlm aku p hospital kecemasan utk pam sbb asma ku mintak puji dia mw show off. anyway bkn pasal itu aku cerita. ermm. habis jak dr pam, yg medical assistant tue srh aku rehat 30min then check lg klau paru2 ku masi ada 'bunyi'.

aku ngan mumyku niey pun duduk la menunggu d kereta. 

berapa minit dlm kereta, trus tiba2 ada satu kereta four wheel drive speed p kecemasan tue. terkejut la niey, sangka ada org pengsan. rupa2nya, ini lg mengejutkan !! tiba2 nurse yg urus patient tue pegang a new born baby, still cover in blood. facinating ! ahaha. rupanya ada org mw beranak !! bkn jak mw beranak, dia terberanak sdah d dlm kereta tue. nahh kw !! first time niey nmpak org beranak dlm kereta. yg paling budu niey, org sdah la beranak d dlm kereta, org yg d area2 ctu pun sibuk mw tengok dia beranak. ishh ! bikin malu jak ! baru tue ada lelaki lg tue. yerrr !!! memalukan !! 

A d d i c t e d

yay ! I'm so so so addicted to 'The Kardashians'. especially Kimberly Noel Kardashian ! I like the fact that she's very gorgeous and stylish. Things that I like about The Kardashians are their family is like bunch of drama queens. haha. drama queens. is that the rite word? ok, whatever ! and the family is super duper tremendously crazy.but I like it ! haha. the most important thing is, they always come together as a family :)the character that I like the most is Khloe. why? because she's very outgoing, funny, loving,beautiful and at the same time she can be mean,wild and sassy. need elaboration? no need la bha kan??!! ini bukan literature jgak XD

         

How I wish I didn't took the call. 

Now you are acting like one too !

Jesus is with me, all the time. taking care of me and people around me. thank you Jesus for giving me such blessing ! love you so much ! :)

p/s: forgive me for who have sins

something?

I felt something. like I miss 'something'. but I really don't know what is that 'something'. damn ! hate this weird feeling ! (e.e)

I wanna go ITALY someday

awesome places ! wanna visit them oneday. definitely ! *hopefully*

Born Different

I saw a preview on Astro the other day with title 'Born Different'. I'm so touched by the documentary. I felt really blessed to be born a normal person. ok ! enough bout me. I want to talk about them ! :))


                                    Littlest Angle

Kenadie Jourdin-Bromley, known around the world as "the littlest angel", was born Feb.13, 2003, weighing just 2 lbs, 8 ounces. Doctors were at a loss as to why she was born so small and told her parents this little miracle baby likely wouldn't live through the night. But she did.  She continued to defy doctors expectations and at the age of 8 months, Kenadie was finally diagnosed with primordial dwarfism, a genetic condition that is believed to affect only about 100 people in the world. She isn't expected to grow past about 30 inches or weigh more than 8 pounds. 

But from the day Kenadie was born her parents, Brianne Jourdin and Court Bromley, refused to give up. As they say, "We loved life right into her." Indeed, they did.  Now 5 years old, Kenadie now walks, runs, laughs, smiles and is beginning to talk. But, perhaps more importantly, it's the way Kenadie makes people feel that is her strongest achievement. Those who come into contact with her invariably believe that they have been touched by God, that somehow this little angel has touched their soul.  She may be small but no one would argue that this little girl has an enormous effect on people throughout the world. she's cute rite !

The Treeman  

     

           

Dede Koswara, known in his native Indonesia as "Tree Man," has lived for 20 years with rapidly spreading warts that have covered his entire body in a case that has baffled doctors. It was concluded that his affliction is caused by the Human Papilloma Virus (HPV), a fairly common infection that usually causes small warts to develop on sufferers. Approximately 20 million Americans live with, according to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, some without even knowing it. However in Dede's case, he has a rare genetic fault that impedes his immune system, meaning his body is unable to contain the warts. Thus, a common disease with uncommon results.  I've seen many men. Batman, Spiderman, Ironman, Supermen, Cicakman, Keluangman and etc. but TREEMAN ! it's a new thing for me! weird.

ok ! the disease that stated above I also don't even know. i failed in my BIO ok ! i just copy and paste these articles from the net. so, if you wanna know more, just goggle it. :)

S I A L !

wanna know what i've just been through? I'm sitting in front of the toilet bowl that full with shit inside it. awesome rite ! now i feel like shit too ! sial la! Niey semua gara2 c tito la niey. shit betul ! begini ceritanya, aku kan sakit perut kebelakangan niey, so, aku pun pg la melabur d toilet dlm bilik mumyku. then, habis jak melabur mcm biasa la kan, aku pun maw flush tue tandas. lepas jak aku flush tue tandas, mangkuk tandas tue penuh dgn air tandas plus 'benda' yg aku baru kasi keluar tadi. waiina !! terkejut beruk aku ! rupanya tandas tue tersumbat. gara2 apa tersumbat? gara2 c tito a.k.a kazen ku budu mkn taik tue buang gumpalan tissue yg ada taik durg c tiger and lion d dlm toilet bowl tue. 


then, time mumyku maw mandi aku bgtw a mumyku yg tandas tue tersumbat. dipendekkan cerita, mumyku srh aku guna dawai cucuk tue gumpalan tissue sbb kami teda yg pump tue. maw taw knp aku yg disuruh bknnya kazen ku yang damn tue? mumyku bilang sbb itu taik ku. good answer mum ! arghh ! so, aku pun cucuk2 la tue mangkuk tandas tue for about 15minutes. gara2 dak tahan berdiri smbil cucuk tue shit, aku ambil bha kerusi baru duduk dpn toilet bowl tue. punya la ! taik tue terapung2 bha d permukaan air yg keruh tue. damn ! gara2 dak maw kegelikan, aku bayangkan bha mcm aku tgh masak soup. aku bygkan tue taik tue mcm meatball, tissue yg bekas aku cucuk tue pula aku bygkan telur yg ada dlm soup. hahaha. sedapnya tue. full blast niey kali ! 


disebabkan cara mencucuk tue toilet bowl dak berhasil, mumyku srh aku kasi keluar tue air yg dlm mangkuk tue baru buang d tandas abgku. aku pun berfikir bha maw buat tue benda. dgn taik2 yg terapung tue ! Eeeeeee ! tp gara2 dak maw kena teriak, aku pun kasi masuk la tue air dlm baldi baru buang d tandas abgku. lepas 3 kali buang tue air, baru la mangkuk tue dak tersumbat sdah. nasib tue niey hri juak tandas tue ok sdah, blh juak aku melabur lagi. klau dak, aku berak d muka c tito tue. babi betul ! macam aku maw bunuh jak  tue anak td. sial la ! puikk ! lepas jak kasi bgus tue toilet, kazen ku yg sial tue dia oloknya aku bau taik. pukimak betul ! semua tue gara2 dia la tue ! anjing ! dakpa, ada ubi ada batas, ada lori ada bas, ada bag ada tas, lain kali blh aku balas. 

Finally !

Finally, projek PSK sudah siap. tinggal letak kanopi, pasir dgn hiasannya jak. lega rasanya. penat gila buat niey benda! sampai jam 2.30 pagi aku buat semalam. itupun nasib mumyku ada tolong aku. klau ndak maybe lagi lambat aku tidur semalam. peduli la jelek asalkan siap! seram niey! (KL Gangster) haha.

p/s: aku kurangkan rumah tue sbb aku nmpak mcm semak. sorry klau jelek ! that's the best I can do :)

Hangout

Niey hari aku jalan ngan c Meng and Aling. as usual. kami tetap gila walaupun d mana kami berada. haha. sebenarnya, tujuan kami turun bandar sbb maw buat blood test and beli stoking skema tue. then, habis jak dari klinik trus kami singgah d pizza untuk isi perut. first time niey jalan ngan c Meng. haha. lepas tue kami jalan2 la mencari stoking. last2 jumpa juak d milimewa tp panjang gila tue stoking. adush !

lepas jak dari beli stoking, kami p isi perut lagi. haha. kali niey kami p BIG APPLE. yaww ! punya panjang barisan d ctu. nasib kami sampai awal sikit. aku beli 6 biji. bukan semuanya aku makan. kami bagi2 la. haha. yummy ! tp manis gila tue donut ! then, sempat lagi kami take picture d kedai tue tanpa rasa malu.(suka hati gua la, ada gua kesah !)  haha. disebabkan kami masih ada masa lagi, kami pun p VINCCI window shopping. haha. lepas jak dari jalan2, aku ngan c Meng terasa mcm maw berak plak. haha. so, kami pun balik la p salon c Aling and minta mumyku ambil aku d ctu. erm. happy + best juak dpt hangout ngan c Meng.(bukan selalu juak kan, skali skala jak niey dpt jln ngan dia)  niey la gambar yang kami snap time kami hangout ! ^^

time di pizza hut

BIG APPLE !

taking picture in front of the kingston executive. ^^

watson ! haha.