d e c e m b e r

 Oyeah ! It's December ! christmas mode is ON. tdk sabar mw buat cookies and beli baju xmas niey :) tp sayang, niey tahun daddy d M'sia smpai tanggal 26 jak :(

byebye HIGH SCHOOL ; hello NEW WORLD :)

yaww !! I just finished my last paper BIOLOGY. and it sucks ! are you fucking kidding me? paper 2 was so hard (sbb teda belajar).  teda satu yg aku baca ada keluar. i even wrote crap on my essay. what the heck ! but this is like a regular case for me. hee :) paper 1 was hard, paper 2 was hard, paper 3 was hard, macam mna maw lulus klau begini. hmm. I didn't done very well in SPM. dunno whether i can score many A. adudui. what ever it is, the PAST is the PAST ya ! all i know that now im a FREE girl. SPM IS OVER ! yahoo ! to all my friends yg masi ada paper, all i can say is GOOD LUCK !  haha. anyway, thanks to all the pengawas yg menjaga  d skolah kami. i appreciate it. banyak nama yang kami cipta. ada obama la, hei ren ya gao (Darlie)la, c tinggi la, c Simistri la. haha. pelik2 semua nama dorang. muahaha. tp yang paling lucu tue c Simistri. punya la menyebut chemistry jd Simistri. haha. sejak hari tue ak panggil dia c Simistri. muahaha. 

so, from now on don't have to go to school anymore which is GREAT but i'll miss my high school friends.  hehe :) I'll miss H I G H   S C H O O L. I'll miss anything about it especially the moment that i create with my BESTIES ; G6TeeN. haha. now NO more ribbon and NO long socks. so long suckka ! haha. I'll miss the teachers although they might had been so annoying. but heyy, they're da BEST ! love u teacher ! apalagi yg aku akan miss ya?? oya ! i'll miss my class, assembly (padahal ini la paling dibenci klau time d skolah), kokum, pondok PIBG (place where im waiting for my mom to fetch me), the canteen(walaupun makanannya KURANG sedap) sbb di situ moment yg paling GILAK klau time membeli and suara Cikgu Baljeet ( kurang ajar punya budak ! Sakke !) hahaha. what a BLAST moments i had in SM CONVENT ST.URSULA. i gonna miss it :(

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all muslim out there especially to my families and friends! teda kerja bha niey, so post ini la :)

seriously ! SPM xlama lagi. maybe candidates yg lain sibuk sdah time niey mw study. but me?? naa ahh !! i'm just sitting on the couch doing nothing ! tadi semangat bha mw baca buku sejarah. buat nota sdah niey, tp balik2 menguap ! so aku pun buat la latihan supaya xmengantuk. time buat latihan niey,, satu soalan pun aku xdpt jawab. punya la ! tguk tue buku pun mcm malas sdah. haha. apalagi, aku buat la hobby ku. SLEEP ! haha. jam 5.30p.m baru bangun. LOL. bangun jak trus p tguk c Joshua main plant zombie *betul ka nama game tue?? what ever la namanya!* haishh ! teda kesedaran langsung ! tguk !! sempt lagi aku update blog. adushh ! 

ermm. now I feel like want to eat pizza. yummy ! aku mw makan pizza yang baru tue bha ! yang pelbagai jenis cheese dia guna tue ! tdak ku tw namanya ! haish ! oya !! bsuk kan hari raya haji. emm. bsuk ajak mummy ngan uncle p makan pizza la. pizza is delicious when we share and eat together ! lagi gampak kalau banyak org kan !! haha. makin gundut la aku niey ! 

d i s a p p o i n t e d

very very disappointed with :

:my besties:

- does not want to talk to each other

- let ego's senses

- do not want to forgive each other

- not only they hurt themselves but also the people around them

:myself: 

- can't settle the conflict

- not being honest ( did not spoke out my mind )

thought that we'll be facing SPM together. but i guess we are not if you guys still be like this.  it's really hard to see my best friends like this. such a tense ! hope that we'll be fine soon. so that we can create memories that we never forget for the last time. SPM is just around the corner. I just want all of us to face and feel the tense TOGETHER.